Holy shit! I didn't expect to actually cuss out one of the managers at work the other day. I told him I didn't want to go and pick up a car in Penn, and quite literally, cussed him out. All that pent up anger and taking shit from people just kind of exploded out. I work at an automobile dealership, AND I DIDN'T LOOSE MY JOB!!!

So I now spend countless hours on schoolwork and trying to wrap my mind around this creative writing class. On the side of that, I've been hanging out in Glory Days (a bar) a lot and watching Hockey Games.

I'm doing okay with everything else, but the fact that I haven't been on a date in almost a year is pretty damn depressing. Sure there have been interests here and there, with one there was something going for like 3 months, but she lived in Texas and was sort of a pot head and was latching onto me for emotional issues. Two I just had no interest in, and it caused some drama that I really didn't need. And another, well, let's say the crush hasn't gone away since the middle of this past summer. And I don't think it's going anywhere. It's not like I'm not out there meeting people, because I am. Hell, with the Art Magazine I'm meeting tons of people. But I've noticed one thing that's really started to piss me off.

Just because I say I'm Christian, I work at a Church (outside of the car dealership), and I'm a Religious Studies major, people like to stereotype me as the "goody-goody Christian boy". I'm beginning to really fucking hate that shit. People think I can't have fun, go out and have a good time. Last party I was at, I had people taking body shot off me. I like to go to rock concerts, party hard at those, have a good time at a game or two, or three, whatever the game is. Shit, I know how to have a good time! Sure the only thing I have trouble doing, is going out dancing, which blows, cause I'm not a dancer at all (so clubbing is a bit off for me).

It's just like, "put yourself out there!" I keep hearing. I'm doing that... but where the fuck are the results!?!?